I agree 100% Alderaan is such a tease. I can't tell you how many times I've enjoyed the music on the loading screen, only to be left in silence 5 minutes later. I really like the score on many worlds, but it feels like they almost never play when I need it. I've resorted to playing a mix-set of classic star wars in the background.

This was a perfect storm for epic disappointment. This is Star Wars. so that alone adds massive hype. On top of that, KOTOR 1 and 2 are games that people like me played 20+ times. It was fun creating different types of characters to insert into the amazing story. We've been wanting a sequel to the KOTOR games for what seems like an eternity. The idea of getting an mmo version of that experience is so perfect an idea to me. When you have this kind of hype, it can feel soul crushing to be left out of the "launch". Not knowing when your turn is coming is tough when excitement is this high. I feel like watching peoples reactions to this epic disappointment is a study on human nature. Lets try to fight the urge to be bratty about this. Think of this as practice coping with being helplessly disappointed. It could come in handy when something that is actually bad happens to you.

I so excite! Aug 3 preorder, so hoping to get in tomorrow. If not, I'll clean house or something productive to take my mind off it. After all, it may not get cleaned again for a couple weeks, ha.