Okay, I'll answer this quickly.
If you have difficulty playing a Dark Side character, don't be one. This is an MMORPG. Emphasis on the Roleplaying-Game part, it's critical you remember that. If a playstyle (or "life style") isn't fitting for you, then don't do it. If you don't enjoy playing the game that way, then you aren't playing the game right. The point of RP is to pretend to be what you want to be. To end this quickly, don't do what's uncomfortable.
True, but it's just I feel like i'm missing out on a lot of stuff