I tried to say..I rest my case..but it didn’t work.
This remind me about the two young friends of my witch married in the age of 18-20, nothing wrong in that when they love each other. Fast and hard comes the problem.to the surface, they couldn’t look at each other and speak as normal people, they sit in the same sofa and send SMS to each other..and guess what 1 month later, the marriage is over. Seems like you have a lot on your mind, get out and talk to a another person face to face, and you will see it is fun..
And regardless this is a game and will always just be a game..
Take care