you know what there are a lot of real gamers who have experienced same with you and they never QQ on forum
when i wasnot 50s i got my butt kicked a lot by full champ 50s + premade
i hit 50 i still got my butt kicked though but i started doing better
now i made some friends , got full champs , done all dailys in 1 - 2 hours per day
and started owning those who used to own me
QQ on forum wont help anything just be patient and keep working